Happy 20th Birthday Chrisy!

Take today to celebrate another year for memories. 
Enjoy your deserving presents and your pretty birthday cake with a huge smile of laughter for me. Twenty years old now, you my Chrisy Babies are no longer a teen, what a mature beautiful woman you have blossomed to be. Live it up and make it known that happiness is with you on your one special day as you say "bye-bye-bye" (Members?) to your teenage ways. Love is all around you, for you're the only star in tonight's sky as people gaze in its beauty. So when you close your eyes for your birthday wish as your family and friends gather around you, make sure you make it count! I love you so much and I hope today of all days has been nothing less then an exquisite day and I'm left with nothing else to say...

Love always, your little Sweet E




*Photos will be added tomorrow*

Boots, Sorry itsn't Enough...

Today I have realized something, now that I have felt how it feels I am truly sorry for what I have done and caused. You didn't deserve what I did to you nor what I'm trying to do. A sorry isn't enough I know that, but you must know that I am truly and honestly sorry from the bottom of my heart. Before I wasn't thinking, I'm still not thinking, at least the way I should be. I left you out in the cold after everything we have built up. Yet you were still there for me, I left and gave up on you for something that led me nowhere then downfall. Boots, I know you will find it from the bottom of your heart to see eye to eye with me and fix the hurt and pain I have caused and we share. I swear upon everything that I meant no harm and I had no idea how you felt and were going through. Rub it in my face you shall, keeping me against it you shall...I always learn the hard way, but at least I can finally now say that my lesson was learned and I now promise myself that I won't fall into the same hole. I won't make the same mistake, I'm beginning to regret this little moment of my life, but regret not, never. Yet you as a great person you are, where there for me after everything I did. I didn't deserve it and still don't.
So I'll end this with a quote...

"The only people you need in your life are the ones that prove they need you in theirs."